urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001 munkyboy_2001 munkyboy_2001 2006-07-09T18:15:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:4295 2005-09-09T11:13:45Z 2006-07-09T18:15:26Z Desert Rose - Sting Well I've sensibly left this post to today, as if i'd done it last nite it probably would have been rather nasty and probably incoherrent...<br /><br />Well i was in a confused mood before the start of the day, but i soon decided to not worry bout that and was having a nice relaxing nite in with a couple of mates... Now today is my dads birthday and we were due to have a bbq at Helens, but that got changed cuz Daz was working and it would be a lot of work for him to prep after he finished...so then Lynne offered so ok, all kinda set i told her i'd invite some friends...fine...<br /><br />Well not fine, Lynne said she didn't want me mates there then slagged me off, then my dad didn't put the phone down properly so Lynne heard him kinda moan and stick up for me a lil...so Lynne went off on one and cancelled it, then Helen rings my dad and god knows what went on, but i've been told that Helen isn't coming to Xmas dinner cuz i'm here...so thats nice she also said some other not nice things about me...so that kinda hurt...both sisters on the same nite....so i ended up looking a right twat crying in front of me mates...<br /><br />Oh well gotta go to work...<br /><br />Peace... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:4066 2005-08-08T22:06:02Z 2006-07-09T18:15:48Z Make me Bad - Korn Ok, this is going to be vague but rest assured that none of it is anything to do with any of you who read this, unless someone got the link i didn't know about...<br /><br />I've had enuff, i'm close to breaking point and i don't mean in the sense of going off any topping myself, more going off and killing someone else...so be warned treat me with kid gloves since you know i'm sorted...i think 25 years of keeping emotions well partially to myself and just taking shite from most people cuz its easier is well gonna end in one almighty fucking bang....<br /><br />Some ppl don't like the way i dress, well fuck off and leave me alone i don't need friends who are that thick to judge like that....some ppl don't like the way i am....well i am that way, my life has given me my morals and made me this way, i am NOT gay but who really cares if i was? Come on its old hat now? Do ppl really have nothing better to think about? Ok my old mates are a lil worried as is my family that my life has no real direction right now and i'll be fucked later on....but well fuck off its my life....half the fuckers and my family can be thankful i'm still around now.....ppl say why don't you learn to drive....i say well i drink so its not worth it....truth being....if i can drive and have a car i'll fuck off and never come back... my mates are well i dunno i haven't seen them... everyone has there own life....i got brought up to stay close and all that shite but man i've had it with this place....too many shite memories...christ i had enuff bad memories from Swansea but hey at least i had the good ones too.... since i've been in Willenhall i've had a few but well most are bittersweet...<br /><br />Another thing is that i am a bit messed up....but what i don't need is all my mates who are girls shouting every 2 mins, without me doing anything apart from being my odd self, telling everyone else nothing would happen cuz we are just mates....i mean fair enuff the odds are slim but i wasn't trying so shut the fuck up...i don't go going round to everyone and list my mates that i wouldn't touch with a barge pole so just shut up and be my mates and stop moaning....its not like i force or try anything with anyone, be it friend, stranger, someone i like or someone who likes me...<br /><br />But mostly the one person... miss i'm not your friend, i'm not going to talk to you...i am going to talk to you, and now i am going to talk to you but i'll take the piss and make you feel like i need to find a new group of mates in different places well frankly she can grow the fuck up before i really lose it....<br /><br />Apart from that i had a great day up....been to Drayton Manor again...(Martha went there with you if you rememeber....went on the black revolver and made myself ill haha...)<br /><br />Hope you are all ok...<br /><br />+ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:3677 2005-06-20T13:33:22Z 2005-06-20T13:33:22Z Blur -Out of Time I'm starting a sweepstake cuz i'm stopping drinking... So far ppl have said either 5 mins when i get to a pub, upto a week....<br /><br />So comment and have your say...<br /><br />Reason why i'm doing it? Well simply I need to... my liver has started to pack its bags so i've comprimised with it to make it stay... also if i keep drinking i will lose all my friends sooner or later, so then i wouldn't have anyone to drink with...:-S not that i'm drinking...hmm oh well...<br /><br />Hope you are all ok out there in internet world...<br /><br />Mark xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:3469 2005-06-17T14:26:13Z 2005-08-15T12:31:32Z Silverchair - Cemetary... If today gets any worse i don't think i can cope... I spent all nite last nite crying for no reason other than i hate my life... I went to work today, coped quite well up to a point, where i broke out crying, managed to hide it...but then we popped home and my dad was gonna go off somewhere, but noticed that i broke out crying as i went to the gate, so he abandoned work and we went for a quick drink...<br /><br />Now i've just had some worse news, and its hard when a mate is soo happy and you feel like shite, i'm trying mind...on the plus side today is going to be 100 times better than 2morro nite, unless i can rope my mate Matt to come save me and escape to a rock club to headbang the frustration out of me...<br /><br />Well, i'm glad i hardly speak to any of you that much, i'd only depress you or piss you off...<br /><br />Roll on my next life lol...or next week will do to be honest...<br /><br />Oh and remember.... I'm not in the mood...sorry... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:3145 2005-06-14T14:10:12Z 2005-06-14T14:10:12Z Joy Division - Love Will Tear Us Apart... Ho hum... no idea what to say, but i've a lil time to kill so erm...yeah... right...cool...<br /><br />Well its official my voice is 90% back to normal! Work has been going ok recently i guess, give or take ppl taking the piss out of my voice lol... Was my nephews 1st bday last sat and that was good, not as good as my bbq mind but the weather didn't help...and i'm now running out of birthdays to celebrate, i know one that is soon and i'm sure another mates is sometime soon after...not that i see him much but oh well...<br /><br />As for me in general, yeah i think i'm getting better...(couldn't get much worse lol) but its just a matter of relaxing and taking life as it comes again...<br /><br />Well i best go find some screws and stuff to go repair a stool, whoot...haha the bonus is its a pub stool and i can drink when i've done it....mind thinking of it i've just opened a can of lager anyways.... I'm still not online as much as i used to be, and for that i'm sorry no doubt i'll come back online with my crappy corny sayings and whatever...speaking of which....<br /><br />Remember... A positive attitude will not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort...<br /><br />Ciao bella xoxox urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:2892 2005-06-07T13:29:17Z 2005-06-07T13:29:17Z Korn - Forsaken Right sorry i've not been around, well i'm not that sorry, well i might be i dunno... I'm still in the process of losing my voice as well as my mind... plus with all the birthdays going on around me i've not been at home...<br /><br />I hope you are all well...if you need me you've got my number (well probably have...)<br /><br />Not been up to much other than coughing and drinking, yes i drink too much, yes i should go to a doctor, and i completely agree with any other critisisms anyone might have...i'm too apathetic to care though...<br /><br />Oh well :-S<br /><br />On a brighter note, i've still about 4 birthdays left to celebrate in the next 2 weeks, yay me...<br /><br />Laters...<br /><br />Oh and remember....erm...er.. the greatest invention in the history of mankind is beer. Oh, I grant you that the wheel was also a fine invention, but the wheel does not go nearly as well with pizza... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:2606 2005-05-19T07:22:03Z 2005-08-15T12:30:42Z Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes Christ almighty...i know its been awhile and this one will end abruptly as i've work in a min...<br /><br />Well needless to say its getting closer till my quarter century...(oh that made me feel soo much better) and my head is a big bucket of jumbled up thoughts and emotions...why oh why did life not come with a user-manual....haha.... oh well i am clever enuff to sort it all out, i'm just curious to where it will all end up...<br /><br />Most likely i'll just do my usual trick of cleaning my head and dumping all the stuff i can't understand out of the earhole...<br /><br />Hope you are all ok... I really should catch up more, but i dunno, there is a mental block to chatting at times...once my head is clear i'll be back and annoying you all with my dots.... hahahahaha<br /><br />I'm off...<br /><br />Oh and remember I didn't lose my mind, i sold it on Ebay... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:2337 2005-05-11T10:20:49Z 2005-05-11T10:20:49Z Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff Right well, that was fun i just wrote my whole pissing entry then it fucked up...so here we go again....<br /><br />Well if you can't tell by the song i'm listening to then i'm not going to enlighten you to how i feel (and that was before this thing cocked up)<br /><br />Life at the moment is sucking the proverbial one, if anyone else drops out of my birthday thing, i'd know more ppl by randomly walking round town with my eyes closed... The shitty thing is the fact that last year soo many ppl came and it was a great time...oh well i suppose i'm due a shite one... oh well there is still one thing that makes me smile (and we must wonder how my mind works to try and cheer me up) and thats the phrase "big floppy donkey dick"...yay me...<br /><br />Well on the plus side....erm...err...ahhh.. at least ppl are running out of time to drop out of my birthday....<br /><br />So yeah right, apart from that things have been well....shite really, i'm sorry for moaning its all i seem to do recently, oh well i'm sure i'll cheer up at some point...<br /><br />Balls to it i've had enuff of moaning...<br /><br />Oh and remember.....Some say the glass is half empty, some say the glass is half full, I say, are you going to drink that?<br /><br />To insanity and beyond.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:2199 2005-04-29T16:01:11Z 2005-05-11T10:19:20Z Incubus - Drive... The weekend has landed. All that exists now is clubs, drugs, pubs and parties. I've got 48 hours off from the world, man. I'm gonna blow steam outa my head like a screaming kettle and talk codshit to strangers all night. I'm gonna lose the plot on the dance floor; the free radicals inside me are freaking man! Tonight I'm Munky Williams, I'm Peter Popper - I'm going to Never Never Land with my chosen family man. We're gonna get more spaced out than Neil Armstrong ever did. Anything could happen tonight ya know! This could be the best night of my life! I've 73 quid in my back burner, I'm gonna wax the lot, the Milky Bars are on. Yeah!<br /><br />Right, if you hadn't guessed i'm slightly happier, and also going out tonite...(probably...)<br /><br />Sorry if i'm a miserable git at times, or if i'm just plain odd at times...i don't mean it....its the pixies fault...<br /><br />Love you all, my adoring fans.....<br /><br />Nearly forgot...<br /><br />Remember.....Behind every good man there is a good woman and behind her another man looking at her ass... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:1830 2005-04-29T03:59:09Z 2005-05-11T10:19:44Z QOTSA - Go with the Mojo (or Flow)... Right, well we know how usually i don't like to rant or moan to really be upset in this fucking thing? Well warning...this ain't one of them semi-funny (and don't any of your say they aren't mildly amusing...) and well usually pointless entries...this is rant/emotion time...so quit reading if you are having a good day and don't want me messing with your chi...<br /><br />Well still here? Bad move i'd have legged it...this will be somewhat disjointed and i've not slept yet and its not that for the want of trying...my mind has really been doing overtime tonite, don't think it means to but its like my brain has been hotwired and won't shut down...<br /><br />Right, here it comes in whatever order....firstly... i'm losing track of who i am, sounds odd i know but i have and have always had my morals, be nice friendly, don't use ppl, try not to lie, don't have 1-nite stands or pointless relationships with girls, and to not dwell on the past but instead use it to try and help me in the future...pretty standard crap really? Right, well due to odd meandering thoughts, i thought about my first gf...i miss her still, sad...its been awhile... anyways that got me thinking about the whole being "single"...not as if a day goes by without my dad or someone reminding me.... Right, well i used to blame it on not knowing many girls, well many single girls...but well thats not really the case, i'm not saying i know loads i'm just saying that i don't think it matters, i've got ppl that like me, hell i've got ppl i like but once i actually think about it i don't want a relationship with even the ones i kinda like... now i'm not sure if i'm just afraid of it all going wrong, but i don't think thats the reason, but whatever the reason is it kinda leaves me with the choice of a relationship i'm uncertain about, being lonely or just changing my morals and kinda have hope that if i either go on the pull that i'll meet someone properly or if i get into a relationship that my fears are unjustified...<br /><br />Right that confuses me so i'll leave for now...considering its not really the reason i'm so down...not sure i know the reason but i'll try to kinda word it now...<br /><br />My problem is i guess i'm just not being myself as of late...i keep saying things and doing things that when i look back i just can't work out what i was doing... I mean if i've chatted to you online recently or not recently i do apologise for being well more random than usual, more confusing than usual or if it looks like i'm straining to impress or keep you happy...if i haven't managed to speak to you recently (or not recently i guess) i am sorry, its either i'm not in or i'm busy or most likely its got to the stage where i don't want to chat cuz i've no idea what to say, which shows when i do chat to ppl...<br /><br />Dunno why, but i feel like crying...i'm not even that depressed any more (wow these things actually help?) just arrgghh time to shut up me thinks...<br /><br />Righty well i did have hopes of a great day today...but with no sleep a really buggered back, and me old knees starting to play me up again... its not looking too hopeful...<br /><br />But my golly gosh i'm going to fucking well try! I've moaned my moan (that sounded kinkier than i wanted) and i'm ready to move on, my advice is that technically even if i go out and pull, 1-nite stand, mail order bride or whatever and i moan that its not me, well of course it is...whatever i do is me...not sure how well that logic will hold out but sounds good to me...<br /><br />So if you catch me online 2morro, odds are good if my mood stays determined oh and if i stay in...If i'm not a barrel of Happy Spanky Sea Munkys....then erm...give me a slap (that didn't sound as kinky as i wanted) :-D<br /><br />oh and remember (i can't have an entry without 1 attempt of humour...)<br /><br />Remeber when everything seems to be coming your way...you're in the wrong lane...<br /><br />Power to the Munkyboy Massif... Free my ppl, and conqueror Timbuktu..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:1734 2005-04-27T08:36:24Z 2005-05-11T10:19:56Z Invisible Man - Queen Well, just a quick entry to say erm hi.... I've been awake since half 4 and just staring at the image on my monitor, so i've a headache...<br /><br />Work sucks, got to sort out my paintballing thing for my birthday this week, so that'll be fun....<br /><br />I'll try to catch you all at some point, if i'm not at work, in the pub or in bed...<br /><br />Peace...<br /><br />And remember..... keep smiling, it makes people wonder what you're up to.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:1335 2005-04-14T13:25:15Z 2005-04-14T13:25:15Z Quick entry, cuz i can't really be arsed...<br /><br />Went to see Terrorvision last nite and it twere cool :-) best live band i've seen even if they didn't give out free shots of Tequila this time :-) Probably the only band i could see and know all the songs....<br /><br />Apart from that work went ok today, unlike tomorrow when i've got to be up and out by 5.30am to get to Madchester for 7! I'm soooooo going to blow myself up....that or my dad will haha<br /><br />Well god knows what i'm doing the weekend, you'll soon figure it out, if i don't post a entry i'm off having fun, if i do i'm obviously bored to high hell......<br /><br />Catch you laters and remember :-D......A woman's mind is cleaner than a blokes cuz she changes it more often.... :-p<br /><br />Peace.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:1174 2005-04-11T15:00:24Z 2005-04-11T15:00:24Z Futurehead - Hounds of Love Well, glad to see this attempt of keeping everyone updated with my life has gone as well as me keeping a Diary...this year i skipped the formalities and just didn't bother buying one...<br /><br />Righty then, what have i been up to you ask? Well work to be honest, I even worked Saturday and Sunday! Oh the cheek of it all, not even sure i've been out much, apart from the obvious after work drink with me dad... Though I am going out 2morro (well more than likely, i shouldn't but its not like i've an over abundance of will power to say no...) and then Wednesday i'm off to see Terrorvision, who probably no-one has heard of but meh, i might get a Tequila out of it...<br /><br />Apart from that nothing much has happend, i lost £15 quid on the Grand National :-( so that sucked, and then Villa went and fucked things up by conceding a last min goal to the other local fuckers who are nicely positioned at 18th out of 20 teams, and we were at home.... oh well if only claret wasn't my favourite colour...<br /><br />Try to catch you all at some point but not on much as i've decided to start reading again...just finished the Da Vinci Code and that was good :-)<br /><br />Laters all, and remember... Reality is an illusion caused by the defeciency of alcohol....<br /><br />I'm off to Pubski del a Poopie Hola... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:924 2005-03-31T09:07:33Z 2005-03-31T09:07:33Z Athlete - Wires Right well, got rudely awoken by a phone call telling me that my day off was no more :-(.... Needless to say I've been and sorted both jobs in less than half hour and that was including travel time...and needless to say i didn't really need to get out of bed but meh...<br /><br />Righty, well i've been at my sisters for a fair few days really just catching up and keeping my nephews occupied so if anyone needs to know about Yu-Gi-OH i'm your man! Still kinda out of sorts, i kinda like having the house to myself though i've only really had yesterday and today as my dad will be back 2morro...<br /><br />No idea what i plan to do today, so that'll be fun, betting its not a fat lot, though i have been asked to go out tonite but i'm unsure as of yet... If i don't i will try to be in a chatty mood and be online, though i may pass out early as i'm not used to this early morning Malarky...<br /><br />Hope you are all well, can't even remember who i've given this link too apart from the obvious ppl that i know on here....lol maybe i'll try to make some new friends to look popular? Well its that or i'll rob yours! HA!<br /><br />Ok Laters Ppl, and remember Never get in a spitting contest with a llama.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:530 2005-03-24T10:09:40Z 2005-03-24T10:09:40Z Jay-Z & Linkin Park - 99 Problems/One St Part 2 of the Munky Saga...well this one will be a load of poop really cuz i've not been up to much or have i plans...which makes a change...<br /><br />Just having half a day off (or whole day dunno yet) as the job we went to do took us 2 mins to sort out and it was due to take most the morning... So what have i done with my time, well I've tidied me room, well partially my pc drawers and cd's need sorting but meh, so does the paperwork really but i'm not in the mood for all that crap...<br /><br />Nothing new to really report about apart from a couple of my mates that i used to go out quite alot have fallen out, and i'm afraid i can't sort it :-S I'll get me head bitten off if i do, so that'll be fun to see how things work out...hmm not...<br /><br />Bank Holiday Weekend looms....and the only plans i had were at a Mates Party in Kidderminster though i rang him and he had no idea about it...lol yup thats me mates for you....tempted to have a really lazy time this weekend, though i've got to go to my mates Gig 2morro...(ok i lied i do have plans but i didn't remember that when i wrote that bit, so :-p)<br /><br />Thats enuff from me for now... Think i'll goto sleep for an hour then sort out the running around with my dad so i definitely get a long weekend...<br /><br />Ciao :-) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:munkyboy_2001:332 2005-03-22T23:17:23Z 2005-08-19T17:50:38Z Not telling, someone would get ideas... Well it was only a matter of time till i got bored enuff to do this and well its a good way of letting you all know i care....<br /><br />If you didn't know i've been having a pretty rough time of it, mostly due to the fact i either think too much or not enuff...oh where oh where is that middle ground...well it certainly ain't the places i drink in...<br /><br />I'm getting happier slowly, couldn't get much worse than last week to be honest, god knows why it got me so down...but well thats life...and i'm getting old...arrrggggghhhh...<br /><br />Piss knows what to write now i've got here but meh...i'm sure to be do a proper one when stuff happens at the time, i'm a tad crap at retelling stuff that happended even a few days ago sooo....<br /><br />Peace.....